Att välja

Hur gör man ett val
när man egentligen redan valt?
Hur lever man ett liv
som inte blir som man trott?
Hur handskas man med problem
som inte borde finnas?
Hur älskar man två
men bara väljer en?



Vad är det för fel på mig?

Vad jag än gör, blir jag inte lycklig,
Vad fan är det för fel på mig?
Vad jag än kämpar mig till,
Trillar alltid allt i bitar.
När tankarna kommer fram,
Är aldrig lyckan där.
Inget verkar kunna skydda mig från mig själv,
framför allt inte han.
Den jag hoppas ska förstå och kunna läsa mig,
Ser inte ett smack av vad som händer.
Dom jag trott kunna läsa mig,
Lyssnar ej på vad som sägs.
Vad fan är det för fel på mig?
Varför blir jag inte lycklig?...



Secretly


A lonely girl in a lonely night
She walks on like she don't know
She doesn't dare to turn around
Because she don't know what to find

A not so lonely boy walks in the night
He is surrounded by twenty girls
He knows they all want him badly
But secretly still he thinks of her

They both have given up
They both have gone apart
Sometimes both wondering
If they are meant to be together

"God help me on this one
I can't do this all alone
God bless me this one time
I just think I deserve some love

And if I'm not good enough
Please learn me how to be"

She still thinks he treats her bad
But she also know he can be good
Sometimes when nobody is around
She wish he didn't where so infirm

He changes his mind all the time
Someday he miss her someday he don't
He wont show anyone whats inside his heart
Because they don't know he got one

They both have given up
They both have gone apart
Sometimes both wondering
If they are meant to be together

"God help me on this one
I can't do this all alone
God bless me this one time
I just think I deserve some love

And if I'm not good enough
Please learn me how to be"











I know so much more than you think I do


In life there will always be a time when you have to fade away
It's time for me to fade away and never fight for this again
I will never fight for this again (No never again)
That's a promise I've made for myself
And a promise that I'm going to keep both for my own and for you

Someday you will regret that you didn't fought for me
And that day will come, believe me I know.
I know a lot more than you think I do
And I know more about you than you do about your self
Maybe you think that I'm a lier
But trust me on this one thing
I know more than you think
(So much more than you think)

In your life there will be a time when you find out about yourself
You will find things that scares you
And things that makes you cry (Makes you cry)
You will pray to the devil and pray for me
"Baby please I made a mistake baby please don't do this to me"



Someday you will regret that you didn't fought for me
And that day will come, believe me I know.
I know a lot more than you think I do
And I know more about you than you do about your self
Maybe you think that I'm a lier
But trust me on this one thing
I know more than you think
(So much more than you think)

And someday
I will care for you
But not in this life anymore
I wont give a fuck about you


Someday you will regret that you didn't fought for me
And that day will come, believe me I know.
I know a lot more than you think I do
And I know more about you than you do about your self
Maybe you think that I'm a lier
But trust me on this one thing
I know more than you think
(So much more than you think)
More than you will ever know


m a t i l d a  a n d r e n - 100704







»Namn: Matilda Andrén
»Kontakt: matildaandren@hotmail.com

»Om mig: Jag heter Matilda, kommer ifrån sommarstaden Halmstad men flyttade upp till Stockholm strax efter att jag fyllt 17 år. Här jobbar jag som servitris på Oleary's och lever loppan. I bloggen kommer ni att kunna läsa om det mesta. Jag har ingen direkt genre på min blogg, den är en allt-i-allo-blogg helt enkelt. Enyoj!